As I have gotten older, I have become a much more tactile person when it comes to understanding history. I still greatly enjoy a good book, and sometimes that’s the only way that you can experience it, but it has become more important to me to walk a piece of ground, be able to read it with my own eyes, and feel it in the soles of my feet to understand it.
In the almost year that I have lived here in Fredericksburg, The Wilderness is the battlefield where I have spent the least amount of time and the one that I can’t seem to wrap my head around. The Wilderness has always been a bit of a challenge to me. The way that the battle plays can be seen as two completely different and separate battles.
I enjoy going out to the corner of Orange Plank and Brock Roads and contemplating the moment that history changed.
When Grant decided to head south towards Spotsylvania Court House, it was the moment that Lee and the Army of the Potomac found out just what kind of a general Grant was. I have also started going out to Widow Tapp Field, parking on the Orange Plank Road pull-off at the field and contemplating the action there.
The Chewning Farm was the last piece to fall into place for me and complete the puzzle. It was the location of the gap between the two fronts, and if the Union Army could have taken it, things might have ended up being quite different.
It is a great piece of ground high ground as you come up from the modern park road. Envisioning the Parker’s Store Road coming up through there. Being able to walk it, feel it in the soles of my feet, made it all come together for me.
The layout of the modern park differs from the actual battle, and no matter how many times Chris Mackowski tells me that, my lying eyes pay him no mind. The Civilian Conservation Corps built Ewell-Hill Road in the 1930’s, creating a route that did not exist during the battle, and of course the interpretation of the park reflects how you are able to transit through it.
Parker’s Store Road and the route that Grant took from his headquarters to Brock Road as he moved for Spotsylvania Court House do not exist today, and it takes keeping both of those things in the front of my mind while considering the battle made all the difference in improving my understanding of it.
I am thankful that I live in a place where I can go an experience the history, and a great national park like Fred-Spot, whenever I want. Even in this age of social distancing, I can find little-visited places where I can enjoy and explore it safely, and I take advantage of the opportunity every chance that I get.
This is also a time to catch up on my reading. When I first got here last June, I started asking everyone that I met for recommendations on books about the four battles that took place here. I had lots of great suggestions, but everyone who I spoke to suggested Gordon Rhea’s Battle of the Wilderness May 5-6, 1864. Matter of fact, his entire Overland Campaign series came highly recommended to me. I also had a person whose opinion I highly respect also suggest Chris Mackowski’s Hell Itself to me. If you have not delved into the Wilderness yet, it is a good place to start, then pick up Rhea’s Wilderness book when you are ready to go deeper.